heh heh the giggle of the somewhat embarrassed

soooooo...
i have installed
haloscan
after hearing bathroomreading guy talk about it in a couple of place
heh
but
the funny thing is
i don't know what it is
or
what it does
nor how it is supposed to benefit me
hahahahahah
i'm a loser i know
but i'm ok with that
heh heh
so...if ya got any hints clues tips or tricks
trust me
i won't be insulted if you fill me in

welllllll...yay

heh heh heh heh
i've been redeemed
by the blood of the lamb
i been redeemed ...
heehee
sorry...shades of meryn cadell
i don't know what that just jumped into my head
since
i haven't listened to her
since
about 1991...

but
i was very excited to see that someone
read my blog and actually put it on their reviews
(heh heh of "bathroom reading" but hey..i'll take what i can get)
(i lost my dignity long ago heh)
and they were also gracious enough to notice my (heh heh)
"edit me"s
still in the links
CAUSE I JUST FIGURED OUT HOW TO DO THAT
heeheehee
i give new definition to the word newbie
(is that term even used anymore???)
heh heh
doing a little "somebody reads me" dance
haha
sad and pathetic i am
but
what the bloody hell...

the perils of watching dr phil...who knew?

a conversation caught between daddy and son:

son "rotten fish is a bad word"
dad "no...its not"
son (very earnest and serious) "yes it is...its a bad word"
dad (very puzzled and also serious) "no...its not"
son (getting upset) "YES it is"
dad (exasperated) "who told you that?"
son "mommy"

to which i was completely puzzled (being the mommy in question)
and said "no...i didn't tell you that"
and he said "remember when i saw dr phil..."

sudden flashback
to a couple of nights ago
while i guiltily snuck in a little dr phil watching
and bighead happened to wander thru the living room
just as one woman called the other woman
nasty bitch...

nasty bitch/rotten fish...close enough

licking my wounds

sigh
there is nothing like
doing something you think your nine year daughter
is going to be impressed with
only to hear
"i don't want to hurt your feelings
but........"
and wrestling with my own feelings of
i want you to wear your hair like this
to feelings of "but i don't want you to do it just cause i want you to,
i want you to like it"
and having to take it out and put in braid because
that is ALL she will wear it in
even tho it is a music festival today that she is performing in

but then on the same hand
there is nothing as sweet
as the hug
your nine year old daughter
comes in to give you
to make up for "hurting your feelings"
and tells you that you can put it back in her hair
if you really want to
to which you can graciously decline
telling her the truth
she looks sweet and beautiful
no matter what you do with her hair....