well
its official
i'm not going to have any hair left
by friday
because i am going to have ripped it all out
in my frustration and anxiety
at this whole fucking rotten mortgage fucking stressful fucking snowballing
you- never- have- enough- money-we-don't-feel-we've-stressed-you-to-your-full-capacity-
garbage
aaaaaaahhhhhh...

we just found out that we are a mere
(yet when you have no more money to offer, it seems huge)
five hundred dollars shy of our closing costs
can you imagine
FIVE HUNDRED DOLLARS
well wouldn't that just suck
if we lost it all
because of a crappy
five
hundred
dollars
wouldn't i just
shoot myself
in the
head
...