where have i been

what have i been doing

who am i now

compared to who i was yesterday,

a week ago,

two weeks ago...

a year ago

have i changed

am i new

am i improved

am i growing

am i ok with who i am

am i proud of who i am

maybe

yes.

i think i am.

i am sitting in a little cafe right now

typing in the corner

silent

as always

but full of words.

i have been doing the creativity bootcamp

borrowing internet when and where i can...

i am almost at the end of the natalie goldberg book

{am i repeating myself, i don't even know anymore...}

i will be sad to see it end {and if i have said that before,

it bears repeating...}

i apologize for the randomness of this...

i don't know when i will have computer access again

so i am trying to jam it all in to one rambling session of confession.

i did the page above after a prompt from the creativity bootcamp

to get messy, to get dirty, to get down and out and under the covers...

ok...i made that up, but it did say to get messy.