kamikaze

my head is spinning
in all kinds of directions...
work, money, lack of money
bills, writing,
time
lack of time
connections
goals
walking
exercise
sunshine...running on empty
not enough sleep
trying to catch up on the shows i've missed
need a new cd to go in the new car...
photography...upcoming weddings...engagement photos next week
baby photos tonight
have to put the last family's photos on a disc and deliver
don't forget to charge the battery again
whose turn is it for dishes
what time do i have to pick up 11?
why are these jeans so tight...
yoga...breathing...slow it down...meditate
have to pay that fine
why are there never any groceries in this house
has it been that long since i wrote a blog post
broken lawnmower
last week of school
need a barbeque
where
do
i
start...
deep breaths...deep breaths...deep breaths