heh
just found letters that i wrote to
a couple of ex's
years and years and years ago

you know the letters
full of
please
and forgive me
and sorry
and what did i do
and what can i do

the kind of letter that kinda makes you wince when you read it
and wonder who the hell was that girl
because she certainly wasn't me

oh...
you didn't write that kind of letter
heh heh

so anyway

i just found them
and tore them into little teeny tiny pieces
why do i need to be reminded of my pathetic-ness
however,
i also found similar letters from ex's
putting me on the other side of pathetic
and
i kept them
heh heh...
mostly when i read them i get a "yeah, f*&# you" feeling
that feels pretty good

because
i'm happy where i'm at
in life right now