the last couple of days have been a blur
of editing photos of fast cars
and motorcycles and snowmobiles...
and then resizing them all to fit on my website
{which in hindsight, i should have done
as i was taking them}

worried about photographing the wedding
this weekend, wishing i had an external flash...
wishing i had a wide angle lens...
wishing, wishing and wishing
along with the worrying.

sent out a proposal today to a company
that advertises local festivals and events...
have never proposed for anything before...
scared and nervous and wondering if i charged
too much or did i charge too little...

and yet...
loving it all.