it has been a long time


since i have shown myself here...
i come here
but i make sure i am not in the pictures,
i make sure you can't see me...
my ratty camo pajama pants...
worn in/worn out favorite cable knit hoodie...
hair not done in days
much less dyed...

this "not working" is great for me...
for creativity and me time...
but not so hot for the ego...
i think i need to shake this up a bit...
get back into an exercise routine,
get dressed in the morning,
maybe even run the brush through my hair....

or maybe i'll just make another piece of toast....