coming to the page on a saturday...

i doubt you want to follow my stream {of consciousness}
today
as it eddys over now-familiar-once-foreign
sad and lonely terrain...
i should be sun-baked happy,
i should be ...

instead i am disheartened
and wondering...
puzzled and sullen...
worried
quiet
still.

waiting for the tide to come in
and sweep it all away...
waiting for time to pass,
waiting for a new day.

friday-i'm-in-love...




with summer
and sunshine
and flowers on strawberry plants.
with bands i forgot i liked {sloan}
and fresh berry smoothies made in a new blender...
i'm in love with 8 making it through a sleepover
for the first time as a friend's house
{in a bittersweet kinda way}
i'm in love with my pilates class
and walking on the boardwalk at seven in the morning
seeing the sun glint off the water
and feeling the water in the air...
i'm in love with trying the tripod
and not feeling too self conscious...
{it was in my own yard, after all...}
and i'm so in love with having a week's vacation
starting at 3:00 tomorrow...
:0)