that maybe…
this…
is enough….
that maybe
this
is all i need….

a walk in the park
on christmas eve,
my boots crunching in the snow,
the sun peeking through frosty trees…
ice forming on the pond,
my breath in the air.

a video call with old friends…
a little voice on the doorstep
yelling merry christmas as my brother and
his family pop by to say hello…
sarah mclachlan christmas songs on repeat…
21 and his friend fixed my brakes last night…
the presents are bought…
plans are made for who will go where when tomorrow...
sweet texts to say someone is thinking of you..
making the cashier laugh when picking up
last minute things…

and i catch myself thinking
maybe
this
is enough…

i am full of happy.